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A memory, is a photograph taken from the heart. ♥
Thursday, December 10, 2009 2:28 AM
Went to meet agnes my super baby today after her volleyball training ;D had a heart to heart talk at food juction, then went to mac for lunch (: talked talked talked non stop, haiz.
my dear baby, no matter what, I'll be there for you. cheer up, you got ur bunch of sisters at ur back (:
Saw dearest tan yi jun while walking arnd, and then gossiped gossiped (: yay (Y) after that, went to meet amirul and slacked for a while before heading back home. ;D

I want denise back so much man, urgh. ): got so much things to tell her. ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GABRIEL! (: yayness (Y)(L)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SUHAILAH GOSSIP QUEEN TWEENIE ! (: love u ttm man (L)

that's it. Bye.

120809, 264785. You know what that means aye. (L)(L)(L)(L)

I feel like meeting amirul... urgh. ): AND GIVE HIM A TIGHT SLAP ACROSS THE FACE.

yayness (Y) *evil grins*

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Tuesday, December 8, 2009 12:47 AM

Rachel and I (: Sorry for the blurness, a 7 year old gal took this pic (:
Denise and chelsea, that's tha girl ah (:



Haha, That's my kor and Darly arm wrestling, LOL. My bro was like drunk at that time, face went red. Sprry for the blurness, I didnt take that pic (:







Erica and me (: she's freaking cute man, LOL. my splinted fringe! urgh. -______-




Abigail, erica and me (:





Focuse on the silver bear brick on my bag! ^^ the new one ;D




LOL, some random pictures taken when I went to the dinner at my Dad's fren's house. Don't have the mood to blog about it anyway, LOL.


And to AMIRUL who i know will be reading my post, nah, this is for you already okay (:


I DID LISTERN TO YOU AND I DIDN'T SAY ANY VULGARITY ;D yay (Y) happy alr? :P bleh.


you are such an ass man :P still call me ass also, slap your face ah whole day quarel.




I wanna meet my sisters man, urgh. ): always this person not free, that person not free. ):


And holiday homework totally suck man.


Good job, ryan, don't bother to do any of it. (Y)(!) i like ur attitude (:








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Monday, December 7, 2009 11:59 PM
Ok, so according to Aijin, apparently someone used her name to tag. WHATEVER. So I shall just let that matter off, and apologise if my previous post had any offence. But pleeeeeeeease, just stop all this scolding and quareling here in my blog. -__-




10:17 PM
I told you, AIJIN, from the start, I really didn't want to be a stuck up bitch and interfere into ur quarel with whoever. I keep posting that on my blog, U just didnt seem to listern. So fine, I turn a blind eye to it. 1stly when i Had the misunderstanding with vivan, it was already because of you. I JUST KEPT QUIET, I DIDN'T BLAME YOU OR ANYTHING. then everything went chaos, with u and vivian quareling at my blog. I already said, i didnt want to get into the picture, and as u didnt drag me in, I ALSO JUST SAID NOTHING. untill the time u started to scold denise, IT REALY PISS ME OFF. -_________- I didnt said a SINGLE VULGARITY AT YOU, GET THAT RIGHT. now u wanna start quareling with me too, BRING IT ON. I gave in alot of times to u already, u not happy with me and denise now also izit? MEET US UP YA.

I'm already trying to be in the best state i could be when handling this problem, but if u want to play rough, too bad, vice versa. (:

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6:34 AM
Hey readers (:
I'm so sorry for not posting lately... BUT MY DAMN LAPTOP IS NOW SPOILT! ): urgh. got to kinda beg my bro to allow me to use his destop, and so i'm now posting. Won't be online, cant blog, cant go facebook, URGH... -______- anyone who wants to contact can do so by texting me yea (:
I guess i shall not talk lame stuff here, that's about it i guess. ;D keep the tags flowing yea ^-^
TO AIJIN. :
I really don't know why it has turn out to be like this. I really don't want to argue with you, right from the start. But you did something, that realy got me on my nerves right now. Pardon me for it, but I think You have got no rights, to scold denise tan like that. She's mine, don't her scold her like that anymore, for goodness sake. I didn't want to get into the picture of u and vivian's quarel. BUt this time, when you scold denise like that, when she just really wants to do you good, It really piss me off.

I'm really sorry to be harsh or wadeva, but i make things clear with you. Don't drag me into the picture of the quarel, AND DO NOT SCOLD DENISE THE WAY U DID.
THANK YOU FOR GOODNESS SAKE.

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Saturday, December 5, 2009 9:09 AM
Hey readers (:
So sorry, I've got no time to post today. I'l post soon abt the recent days yea? so STAY TUNED FOR IT!!! ( although its nth interesting, LOL. )
Post with pictures coming up, thanks for tags folks xD
With loves.
BYE BYE! ;D

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Thursday, December 3, 2009 6:33 AM
Yay, I'm here to post again. :P


1stly, I must say goodbye to agnes and lisa! Take care of yourselves in msia yea, and win the competition too! ;D GOod luck to the volleyballers involved as well, HAHA. ;D I miss u too babes man, love u 2 like crazy~ meet up soon! i want do story telling already ^-^

Ok, so. Didn't join peiyu, chelsea, denise etc to wild wild wet today, sobs. ): guess i missed out on loads on fun there, gah. ): stayed at home and led a boring life. -_-

texting my baby non stop man, or rather, not really non stop. LOL! ( what shit am i talking about now ) Yea, ok, i just miss my sisters alot right now, urgh ):
I just hope sisters can always remain sisters yea, everyone has their negatives right? I think we should be frank with each other and tell each other wad's wrong lah. (: But, I just treat all of u the same, i love u all as much. Stay sisters and meet up soon! ;D
~Lisa
~Corliss
~pin xiu
~agnes
~wei qi

LOL, wasting time blogging actually. -_- and yea, I've created a facebook acc, so do add me! (:
that's it then, shall go off to msn and chat with peeps ;D
Thanks eddie for all the downloading ;D

Haiz... Do u guys really just love quareling at my tagbox so much? :x

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Wednesday, December 2, 2009 5:37 AM

Me and peiyu ;D

Ahhh yuu! (:

Me and chelsea lesbo! ;D



Chelsea ;D


Denise lao po! ;D talking on the fone to larry (:


My purple toenails =D

Denise: I (L) larry! haha. weiching drew it for her. ^-^

Sms-ing larry i tink? hehe. (:


Me and lao po! (:

Peiyu! ;D
Yay! ;D I'm finally blogging, woots! ;D ok, so i guess this shall be a long post, hehe. about these past few days, yayayayay (:
29th november, sunday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! (L)
ok, so woke up at arnd 10, bathed, prepared, and then left to town for dim-sum lunch with my whole family! ;D ( mother's side ) hehe. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AUNTIE SERENE AND GRANDPA TOO ;D (L) ate already, then went wisma (: repaired grandpa's watch, bought kor kor's working pants ;D HE IS WORKING, FINALLY! =D went over to taka, went to zara to buy uncle's jacket, and kor kor's vest (: (LOL, ITS GETTING SO DETAILED MAN. -_-) ok, so. after that, walked back to wisma, went pretty fit and charles and keith =D mummy bought 3 pairs of shoes! :o ;O :O siao.
Later, Auntie and uncle, with cousin, grandma and grandpa went back, while my family heade to orchard central to shop! ;D
shop shop shop the whole day, let's see wad i've got for myself! (:
1) A new purple watch
2)A vest
3)A top
4) a pair of sandals
last but not least....
A NEW FULL BODY SILVER BEARBRICK! (:
more chio than the pink one man, chio chio chio! (: (L)
ok, so heade to mandaring hotel for dinner, mandarin hotel leyy! ;D HAHAHA. ate international buffet, dam niceeeeeeee~! ;D yum yum. ate till super full, drove back to home sweeet home! (:
30th november,monday.
Woke up 7 plus, changed, and headed to lot 1 mrt platform to meet dancers (: after deliberating, decided to take bus there, sit for 1hr 30 min man! :O ass pain alr lahhh, freeze to death also. :P sat with denise lao gong and pei with weiching, then we down there gossip abt ______. HAHAHA. dam cute lah! ^-^ LOL.
reached, walked to vivo, took the monorail to imbiah station, had a mine meeting there 1st, before each of the statoing masters headed to the destination to prepare the games at the station. ;D
Of cos, me and denise were the game masters tgt for the station "mind sweepers" (idk if i spelt it wrongly, lol! ) 1stly, i went to help charmaine as she was alone. ): so help her fill the water balloons ;D then after that, denise and melissa came to help as well (: go to the station, then use raffia string hang the balloons. ;D dam cute lah, ME AND MELISSA TOOK ONE OF THE balloons as _______, and then treated him as a bustard, and smack it like crazy mad woman, LOLOLOLOL! :o dam cute man, haha. ^-^ laff like crazy. ~.~
went back to my station, down there chit chat with denise, until th race started ;D halfway thru, denise had to leave ): sobs. left me alone.... then there were these freaking grp of malay guys there, playing their wadeva football. chaos started man. ): dun wanna elaborate lahh, like so bhb like that lahh, haha. but i just ignored them, or rather, pretented i couldnt hear them at all, LOL. so faster texted khoo ee and edlyn to come over to help me, at least got ppl with me they dun dare talk to me le (:
!st grp came, left, then 2nd grp (: 2nd grp that time, peiyu and chelsea came over to help me, yay (Y) then when they all left, chaos again. I was alone packing the stuff and then go meet melissa, then they come kajiao again. -_________- zzz. i just quickly left. ;D
Okay lah, i shall not elaborate so much, or else idk when my this post will end, LOL! skip to the part where peiyu, chelsea, mellisa and me go walk past those malay guys again. haha. that was a dam funny moment. that silly peiyu go talk to that guy! ;O cos he was like asking for number, and then peiyu shouted 999, and that guy still showed a thumbs up, and smiled. -_________- silly ass! ;D then peiyu did that crazy sign to that guy, and said bye to him, she was dam cute ok! ;D haha. I love peiyu man. ;D
after that, the rest stayed while i went to meet denise at vivo ;D then we mrt-ed to town, walked to far east, meet gabriel (; Went to Ion for dinner 1st, there was this horny cleaner staring at gabriel, HAHAHA. he atracted an old lady for goodness sake! :O hahaha. :P ok, so walked arnd to shop for gabriel's shoes, and found one chio 1 and converse ;D walked arnd, went top shop to shop as well ;D I was supposed to smack gabriel's boobs, HAHAHA. but in then end didn't. ): lucky u man! :P haha. so enuff of fun, we decided to walk arnd aimlessly. so walked over to wisma, then taka. bought ice cream, then sat outside to taka to chit chat, h2h talk (: they go climb to the seat so high, denise and gabriel to both climb up, i couldnt. -_____- instead i looked like a monkey, go climb the metal bars over. -_____- realy unglam moment man. :O
reached home arnd 10, and slept quite early cos super tired! great day overall. thanks dancers and gabriel and everyone for the wonderful day! ;D (L)
1st december, tuesday.
Normal day, nth much. at night, couldnt sleep lah! so texted denise, but she slept alr. so i texted the normal owls who were still not asleep, hahaha :P nocturnal animals man, LOL! texted till 3 plus, no one replied, so slept at 4 plus. gah.
Nothing much today, boring as usual. ~~~ did some homework at least (;
To vivian and ai jin -
Idk what you guys are srsly quareling about, but srsly, i just really hope that the quarel btw u guys would not drag me into the picture. Ai jin, sorry if u feel im being a stuck up bitch right now, but i really cannot take it any longer. Don't call me dear anymore, pls. thanks alot. Im sorry. But we are still friends yea. And vivian, if u would like to tell aijin anything, pls do so urself. If she refuse to listern to u, or she banns u from her blog or anything, its btw the 1 of u, wad had it got to do with me? I really don't know. If u guys wanna quarel, pls don't do so at my blog. It's not a place for u to quarel, ok? (: please, I'm not involve, thanks.
tag replies! (; (like finally, LOL! )
Marilyn - Yea! hong kong shows are frekaing nice man! the actors and actress are simply BEAUTIFUL! ;D
Peiyu- ah yu! ;D thanks for tagging, love u too! had a fun time with u guys man! ;D
Agnes- hahaha! yes, linda very chio lah! ;D haha, no lah, JJ LIN MY LAO GONG STILL! :P
Suhailah- hey gossip queen tweenie! yes, I MISS U LOADS TOO! ):
Stephanie- hey steph! ;D (L)
Adora- haha! yea yea! I love bosco ttm (L) muuuack! LOL! haha. u have good taste too!
Jieling- haha. its ok, chill (: Nvm! ;D
Qien - haha, really ah? wish him a belated bdae for me if its not too late! hahaha LOL. (:
Lisa- I WILL NOT LET U TAKE JJ LIN AWAY FROM HIS RIGHTFUL WIFE :p hehehe.
eugene- hi eugene! ;D welcome back to SG! (:
Corliss- haha, yep, handsome and pretty! thanks for tagging. (L)
Ah xiu-haha, whole day boa. -___- alamak, must change uh! hehe. yep, acted in the forensic ^-^
Peiyi- hello ah yu! ;D
kenneth- hey hey! ;D
Agnes- yep, shee acted as ding ding! ;D u also watched uh! nice right! =D
Debbie- NO way!!!!! hahaha. BOSCO BETTER CAN. :p hehe.
Denise- NO man no! denise tan! Raymond lam not as handsome as my fav, BOSCO WONG! ;D haha, dun worry, i wont tell larry! (: he alr very jealous of us alr :P hahaha.
BYe readers! ;D hope u enjoyed this long wordy post, LOL! super colourful :P










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Tuesday, December 1, 2009 8:23 AM

Sorry readers, for not posting these days. ):
Sunday went out the whole day with family, will post about it soon.
Monday had dance ROD @ sentosa, will post abt it ;D if u cant wait, can go to any of the dancers blog, they should have posted abt it! or go to any of our facebook to see pictures of our fun! ;D
Stayed at home today to do homework. ): sobs.
Will update a detailed post soon. (:
thanks for tagging, (L)(!)

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Saturday, November 28, 2009 7:21 AM

The most handsome hong kong actor! ;D
I'm so in love with bosco wong! ^-^ love you ttm, HAHAHA.

Isn't he just super handsome/cute/dashing? ;D

This is myolie wu! ;D pretty lady man ;D pin xiu, like a not? HAHA.


Bosco wong and myolie! ;D they are not a couple in real life uh ^-^ LOL. my dream man, haha ;D :P




It's bosco and myolie again! ;D pretty and handsome =D



Now, this is kelving cheng ;D he is actually in his 40's, can u even belive it?! and he still looks dashing lahh! :O





Charmaine sheh ;D I love how she acted as the "madam" in the forensic hereos 2 (;
watch it man! ;D

Text Color
Raymond lam leyyy! ;D;D;D a singer and actor, talented handsome guy (:


Linda chung! ;D I love her eyes ^^ haha :P


Another picture of linda when she was younger ;D
Aren't these hong kong stars just sooo handsome /pretty? ;D HAHA. must support hong kong actors and shows! ;D andy quek also watch, and he agrees with me that BOSCO WONG is handsome okay! ;D good taste, HAHAHA. :P
Gona have a short post for today, nth much happened. Quite busy these weekends, piled with apoinments with this person and that, zzz. all family stuff anyway, LOL. yesterday went uncle's house, today go daddy's friend's place for dinner. Tomorow going out early to have dim sum with famliy! ;D because its a special occasion...
today is my aunt's bdae, tmr is my dad's, and on mon is my grandpa! ;D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL! (L)(L) hehe. ^-^
That's all i guess, off to catch my show again! ;D now currently watching burning flames 3 (: it's nice! (:
I know i very unfaithful to my JJ LIN now, HAHAHAHA :p lisa lao po, dun say me unfaithful! i say for myself, save some face, HAHAHA :p
BYE! ;D









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Thursday, November 26, 2009 6:29 AM
Hey readers ;D
Met chelsea, peiyu and denise at lot 1 today for lunch at food junction ( saw larry and jiawen ) =D Ate and bought "pao pao cha" which i treated all of them can!!!!! ;D haha. I GOOD FREND ANOT, HAHA. JK JK. then me and peiyu had to go sch earlier for dance comittee members meeting, so chelsea and denise just came along ^-^

Had dance, then rushed back home as had dinner apointment with one of daddy's friend (: reached home arnd 10, started blogging. ^^
while mesaging my dearest lao po, LISA LIM YAN XIN!!!!! ;D
I love you soooo much man, haha! when u free!!?? I want jio u come my house and go town shop shop! ;D

Wei agnes ng, u lucky u come tag me ley! HAHAHA. i was about to complain liao, how come always tag my lao po blog nvr tag mine!!!?? PIAN XIN~~~ ): hahaha. I miss u baby! =(

Now on msn chatting with denise and brendon (: haha. Lao da is giving me lessons on "how to be horny" LOL! HAHAHAH ^^ i shall soon outpass him, after probably... one year of training? LOL! get well soon lao da, missed ur guilan(s)! hahaha ;D u stay sick also no good, hor hor~~~~ *winks*
And urm, I guess things regarding me and that vivian are misunderstandings due to that lame and childish imposter who tag her blog with my link. -________-
Chill ppl, chill~ (: If I didn't do such a thing, then there is not a need to fuss over such a matter.

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Monday, November 23, 2009 6:18 AM
When will everything come to an end. WHEN, WHEN, WHEN.
Stab me straight into my heart = less pain.
WHY AM I STILL THINKING OF YOU.
ass off.

Went to sch at 10a.m, had shanghai ppt presentation. Ended arnd 12, went lot to find denise and larry. (:
Slacked there till 3 plus, headed for dance in sch. Met gervan for a while before heading to school. He "sent" me there, LOL.
After dance, went to meet larry, with alfred and jiawei there. At 1st wanted wait for gervan who was coming back from city hall, but in the end, didn't. So mrt-ed back home, PISSED OFF.

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Saturday, November 21, 2009 7:12 AM

Novena---Ion Orchard---Home. (:
Had a day out with family. ;D went out at arnd 2 plus, ^-^ Went to a shop at Ion orchard, mummy was trying on clothes, while me and kor kor down there chit chat about our sch life a stuff, HAHAHA ;D since when could i chat so amicably with him? LOL. :p
Nothing much to post, that shall be it. Thank you denise, for helping me. (:

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Wednesday, November 18, 2009 6:02 AM

Melissa! ;D


Edlyn (:

Chelsea Lesbo (:

Khoo Ee! ;D

Dawn Poh Dao pok! (:

My dear Peiyu! ;D








Denise! (:

Me and Denise Dearest Lao po! =DDD





Wynnette! ;D



I guess everyone has seen her foto apearing so many times in my blog (: HAHA.
17th NOvember (:
Had dance as usual, after dance waited for jieling and kely to help them pass the dance fund to Ms Lee (: Bused to Lot 1 with denise, then lunch with her and jessica at pasta mania (: Met bryan after that, acompany him eat at food junction! (: I saw this 2 guys hugging on the escalator : 1st thot, why this 2 gays doing this in broad day light in shopping mall? Then i realise it was MY MISTAKE. ): ): ): one of the man was carrying a handicap guy down the escalator. OMG, i so guilty! ): and we started laffing, LOL! (:
Soon, denise met pek jee while jieling and kely came to join my and bryan (: Byan was shivering so much under the aricon, LOL! chatted a while, then jieling and kely headed to town while bryan gentlemanly sent me home (: HAHAHAHA ;D thanks alot yea! (: Had a nice chat w u on the way back ^^
18th November (:
reached sch at 7am, was the 1st! (; prepared for 1st performance at 9 plus (: 2nd one was arnd 11. (: saw some juniors, so happy they still recognise me lah! (: * smile* but.... I'M LIKE THE SHORTEST AMONG THEM. -______- sobs. ):
After everything, prepared and met gabriel and russel at the bus stop outside sch (: bused to lot 1, headed for mac where edward and lynn was there (: waited for brendon lao da to come b4 we ordered (: All the way gabriel keep guilan me can. -___________- Brendon u good lor, help him dun help me. ): after a while, andy came. And TROUBLE STARTED. hahahaha (: so paiseh lah pls! * dun want talk untill so detailed * teehee ;D
After that they guys left for wild wild wet, whil me and denise walked a while, then headed home tgt (: Love u ttm lao po! (:
wa gabriel, i tell u ah, i want smack ur boobs alr ah! HAHAHA ;D talk to much crap today, lucky brendon help u lor! ): guilan me non stop, zzz. still say protect , wad shit ah u. :P TEEHEE ^-^
Idk if u would ever see this, but sorry russel, I really ddint noe ah! ): didnt mean it.
Thanks Gan Handsome! ( Bryan ) ;D

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Monday, November 16, 2009 6:30 AM

Pictures taken during lunch at pizza hut after today's dance xD


8 of us ate tgt ^-^


Performance at Ngee Ann city! ;D


Ah yu =D

See my bear brick! =DDD chio a not! HAHA. the pink 1 on the left cost $25! *&%$*(^$ bought from singapore, like so scammer lah, LOL. the other 2 bought in shanghai, cost abt $5 onli leyy! ):


Stupid. -____- A shop in shanghai.


I want all their bear brick! ):

(overdued pictures) at the airport before departing to shanghai (:
from left: Lisa, me, Corliss, pinxiu, Pinxiu's bother (:






Gropu foto! ;D can spot me? LOL!
Had dance today, was late! ); then kena punish, do 50 fu ji. =( gah... then during warm up, wynnette was the funniest can! ^-^ tcher go help her stretch her back, then she was like " tcher don't don't, don't kaopei..." then when tcher pull, she was like, "f*ck". HAH! chelsea, peiyu, me, dawn, weiching and denise all started laffing. ;D LOL! she dam cute lah :p
After dance, went lot to eat pizza hut with chelsea, peiyu, weiching, mellisa, wynnette, denise and dawn (: we were laffing like shit, some mad girls from Bp, LOL! untill the ppl from other tables were like looking at us, but like as if we give a dam? HAHA. cannot stop laffing while gossiping ^-^
and we were like so freaky man, the whole bottle of cheese, we finished it all up! :O gosh. we are so in love with cheeeeeese, LOL!
went rooftop, played truth or dare. ;D weiching's ! was the cutest! she had to hop anrd in circles, humming the nation anthem! LOLOLOL. we were laffing like shit can,hah! (: wynn tio it twice, once we could draw anything on her hand, and the other was putting cold water into her belly button!
And i was the one who was supposed to do it, so poured a lil water into her belly button, haha. laughed and laughed non stop. xD
Me and denise left 1st, denise went to meet her someone while i mrt back home. Watch tv, bathed, eat, watch tv again. slacking life. :/
Anyway, It was a rather fun day ^-^ there is dance again tmr! *woots* wednesday have another performance in sch for sch open house :o hopefully this time round everything goes well! (:
I've finally made the 1st step, of letting go everything. ;D
I LOVE YOU DENISE! (:












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Saturday, November 14, 2009 7:10 AM
3 days has past.

Life seem to come to a standstill on the 11th.

I am suffering, yes, I am. I'm not sure if you read this, but I just want to let it all out.

It was clear that I depended on you alot, or else, I guess I wouldn't feel the sudden quietness of my phone, or the loneliness whenever I go back alone.

Everytime I saw the bus, It reminded me of many times we had. It may seem silly, or even insane, but that is how i felt, my pure instincts. Everytime I went over to my grandma's house for dinner on fridays, it would always be such a coincidence that the bus arives at the bus stop behind my condo. It was, to me, a sign from heaven, that everything was smooth sailing, nothing would go wrong. However, yesterday, when i walked over, there was no longer a sight of a bus, at all. You may think, how much can a bus like that affect my feelings? That's not true, it can affect much more than u expect.

I just feel like being so obssessed into something, to get my mind off all these. But it can't be done. It's just you, you and still you.

You started of being my caring senior, yes, YOU WERE DEFINITELY CARING. (: Missed those times, we were such good friends. xD I want to msg you, but I'm afriad you get the wrong msg. So I'm just being a silly girl, waiting, staring blankly into my fone, awaiting the time, when I see your name.

It's so difficult to let go all of a sudden.

All i really hope, Is that you are not suffering like I do, or even worst. :/



Sorry readers, If you didn't understand the above paragraph. I just cannot stand it any longer. I can't tell anyone, I don't want them to worry. I want the best out of it, I want a win-win situation. I can't let anyone else bear the consequences since I was probably the cause out of it.



Had performance today at ngee ann city. Met denise and dawn at cck paltform, took lrt meet chelsea, then meet peiyu and wynn. bused down to town, reached arnd 7.45, so early lah! zzz. Had a long time waiting, was bored to started to text ppl. Don't really have pictures, bcos the make weren't nice, HAHA. performance wasnt that good i felt, many wrong steps :O me and peiyu clashed and almost tripped, dawn fell. ): melissa dropped her fan. at the ending my fan couldnt open. :/ Idk wad other mistakes we made, but it alr seem alot. =(



After performance, changed and removed make up. Didnt follow the rest of sisters to go shopping, met up with mummy and shopped with her instead. xD bought a pair of shoes from charles and keith, a pair of jeans from mango, and a SUPER CHIO BEARBRICK!!! =DDDD



*will take a picture of my bearbrick and post it on blog the next time! ;D I bet lisa lim will be jealous, HAHAHA. :P



Bought sashimi for lunch, headed back home arnd 3 plus. Slept for the afternoon, then went to BPP for dinner at Jack's place ;D $120++ for a 3 person meal, how good is that. :P need to save ah! ): ): ):

off to do my ppt for the shanghai trip.
UTTER DISAPOINTMENT.

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Thursday, November 12, 2009 5:58 AM










Woke up at 8.45 today, headed for school for dance training (:

Always had a fun time at dance, but needed to do alot of catching up for the lost of time during the 7 days away. ^-^ chit chat alot with chelsea lesbo and peiyu! after that, went lunch with wynnette, dawn, chelsea. Denise went to eat with her class, but after lunch, i met her up and we took the mrt back tgt. Well, of cos, with someone. HAHAHAHA.


Chatted with andy queeeeeekkkkk on msn last night ^-^ had a fun time quarelling with that so called guilan king ^-^ that was the type of quarell i missed so much! haha ;D talked many random stuff, like saying im the guilan queen and i shall guilan him someday. xD then i told him JJ LIN was my LAO GONG and i insisted that he should like him, HAHA. (: he then said abt luo zhi xiang, and watch some videos of that shuai ge dancing ^-^ hahaha. after arnd 1 hr, went to lalaland while andy the pig went to play games. ;P HEHEHE.


Must thank andy quek though, he called me to chat when i had go home alone today. ): gah... Its my adapting period, so i got to have at least someone who is mentally acompanying me (: THANKS ALOT ANDY. ^-^ i was telling him too, abt that guy ( gervan's friend, idk who ) who was telling me that he is gervan's girlfriend, LOLOLOL! then we came to a conclusion that i should have replied, I'm andy's boyfriend, HAHAHA.


ok, I'm being lame. LOL!


reached home after lunch, sleep, as usual ^-^ text some ppl, do the same random routine, that's all.
there is dance training agn tmr, full dress! (:

Idk if i should go the opera gathering.. ): i wanna go! but then, got to rush the dam ppt proj regarding the shanghai trip ):

Saturday having performance at Ngee Ann city ^-^ everybody can go watch! LOL.

19th nov- 6.11 class gathering.
23th nov- going back to sch for presentation.
24thnov- farewell party for dancers (:
++++ all my dance practises! ):
where got time go shopping now... haiz. ):
To that someone whom I guess is no longer related to me anymore. (12082009)
I really don't know if you would ever see this, but well, I really got to write it out because I can't control all this blows anymore. Not talking to each other for 2 days, It may not be a long time for other ppl, but for us, I definitely know it seems extremely long not even talking to each other for hours. I guess you should have got the msg/hint, that everything should come to a stop already, I don't see any point or reason that this should carry on. I really don'tknow what made u have the sudden change towards the way u treat me, ever since the 1st day i departed from singapore. It's been totally different, since the 1st day I've ever met you. I've longed for those times, and i belive I've told u that more than just once. Unfortunately, you dont seem as if you want to change for me, or rather, TRY. Its saddening, when I'm trying to salvage, everything just seem to colapse in front of me by just 1 sentence of your. "It's ur problem, I dont know how. " I told u I envied br****n love and care toward C.t, and that was what u told me. I've spent 2 night tinking abt this, hopefully, after all the struggle, I've made the right decision. I may seem cheerful on the outside, But u wouldn't noe, exactly, how much it hurts, to hide everything from everyone. Bcos I don't wish to tell it to anyone at all.
I made the wrong decisions, I should take up the responsibility of it. I belive both of us are equally hurt, but... life still goes on. There is more to it than meets the eye. Maybe someday everything will be clear to both of us. There are alot of things i wish to tell you, But i guess, I don't have the chance anymore.
Takecare, bi. I'll never forget, really, I won't. We could still be the best of friends. I'll be waiting. I belive my instincts. Someday you will see all these. And when u see this msg, Hopefully I'll recieve a text msg from you. (:
Move on. Adapting o the change. I'll take a long time to recover. Although we've nvr gave each other anything, but i belive the memories left in our heart, is more valuable then anything in ithis world.
Ily, Imy.
I NEEDED YOU ALL THESE WHILE.










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Tuesday, November 10, 2009 2:02 AM



WELCOME ME BACK PEOPLE! =DDDDD


It was definitely a fun and enjoyable trip, though it was rather tiring. 7 days spent there was wonderful, learnt and experience many new things. Even if its nothing to do with educational stuff, at least I've learnt to cherish and treasure things, and I've gain some experience of being independant (:


I shall have a detailed blog post of the trip soon, of each and everyday, hehe ^^ have a lot of things awaiting for me to do, since I've been enjoying myself for the past 7 days in shanghai (;

Well, 1st up, I've got to prepare for my dance perfomance this saturday. I've got a powerpoint proj to do and I've got to complete day 4 of the shanghai trip by this sunday so that i can send it to pin xiu to coordinate everything (: I've got chunks of hols hw to do, gosh. =( DIE DIE DIE.


lastly, thank you to everyone who tagged me during this period of time, THANK YOU!

special thanks to denise and brendon, love you guys super alot (; i miss u 2 alot lah! haiz haiz. ):

tags replies :


~chelsea : Thanks lesbo! ;D See u during the next dance lesson! must teach me kay! (:


~brendon : Wa biang, this kinda lao da hor! ): haiz! haha ;D i also havent bully u enuff ah! moved


my link on top? haha! thanks lao da! Ai si ni le! ^^


~Ai jin : ok, will relink u asap (:


~stephanie : hello! thanks for tagging ^-^


~shimin : sorry dear! ): cos that post i blogged it the day b4 i left, I didnt noe you and jessica also came along with chelsea! haha. sowee! ):


~ Andy : Come back liao lah, miss me ah!? HAHA! later u say i bhb again ); LOL. plane nvr burst, u must be very sad right!? hehe ;D i still can bully u, wa kakakak ;D


~ Brendon : aiyo sorry lao da! ); now come back le lah, 1st thing sms u alr leh! HEHE ;D


~ Denise : haha lao po!!!! i miss u super loads! cant wait for the next dance lesson! ): i bought things for u ^^ haha.


~ Peiyu : ahhh yu! I also bought things for u! haha ;D love u to the max man, teach me the dance steps hor! ^^


~ Ai jin : yep, the trip was fun! I will post abt it soon, so view my blog soon too! (:


~ Jerry : haha, yep I'm back. btw, who are u? ^-^




stay tuned for the post on my trip! HAHAHAHA (;

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Monday, November 2, 2009 7:07 AM
Just a random post here, thanks to those who have wished me to have fun on my trip! (; I will miss alot of you, super super alot! ):

~brendon
~gabriel
~denise
~Jia jun
~Suhailah
~chelsea ( she sending me off tmr! so sweet lah! )
~bryan
~jonas
~kenneth lee
~agnes

bye bye peepos! ;D
loves.
p/s dun forget to call me everynight! (:

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